hah. i feel like an idiot

i don't know what i feel for her. i don't know what exactly am i to her. i don't know why i even bother going after her. i don't know why i feel so empty. i don''t know why is she on my mind. i don't know. why has this been on my mind. she is 1 year younger than me. i know that she have someone else she like. that person is certainly not me. maybe she is on my mind because she is friendly, kind and certainly cute.