hah. i feel like an idiot

i don't know what i feel for her. i don't know what exactly am i to her. i don't know why i even bother going after her. i don't know why i feel so empty. i don''t know why is she on my mind. i don't know. why has this been on my mind. she is 1 year younger than me. i know that she have someone else she like. that person is certainly not me. maybe she is on my mind because she is friendly, kind and certainly cute.

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I'm currently trying to lose some weight and build more muscle on my leg...as I say 'a strong lower body like a t-rex or ippo'

Dark hearth,dark night yet it morning

A fail attempt at a post i did.

My hearth felt as if it sunken so low,
So low as the amazon river,
Now I'm only spouting out nonsense,
Aren't I?

Killing spree

I fill like I wanna kill someone

How to do this?

About to cut my hair.. :'(  sad

Life

What the meaning of it?

Feeling is

I'm feeling...dunno, maybe sad,un-happy

Test

Test

Weird

Playing data calm me down

Huu...mixed feeling

I dunno what I'm feeling at the moment.

I dunno why i posted this.

I feel like I have no feeling. I frequently feel as if there an empty space/hole inside of my hearth.

I started feeling like this since I broke up with my first gf. I'm pathetic right? Haha

After her, every single of my love story didn't feel right. Am I still hung up on her? She is currently dating someone I know. I feel as if I've been using a fake smile in front of everybody that I know. Except for when I'm with my friend, hanging out.

I also reduced my hobby of collecting gunpla after breaking up with her. I also did not see any beautiful scenery for awhile.

I feel like a bastard who can't get over a spilt milk. I wish someday I can forget her and meet someone new

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Hi. I made this blog for my diary/rant or whatever it is in your dictionary. My story may or may not be fun. Pls, don't flame me.